This kid’s freaking me out.

Hello U – Erika Ruehlman said her young son Luke was seemingly obsessed with safety, which she initially thought was nothing but a childhood quirk. “Very cautious about, like, crossing the street — anything that might be hot or dangerous or high,” Ruehlman told Fox 8.

Soon, Luke began to show a fixation with the name Pam, and would make comments to his mother about previously being a woman.

“He used to say, ‘When I was a girl, I had black hair,’ or he would say, ‘I used to have earrings like that when I was a girl,’” she explained. Weird, right? It get’s weirder…

Ruehlman explained the moment when she asked her son just why he was so fixated on the name Pam; “I was like, ‘Who is Pam’ out of frustration, and that’s when he turned to me and looked at me and said, ‘Well, I was.’ And I was like, ‘What do you mean you were?’” she recounted. “And he’s like, ‘Well, I used to be, but I died. I went up to heaven, and I saw God, and he pushed me back down and when I woke up, I was a baby and you named me Luke.’”

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